When I first experience, God, I was eight years old I have had the feeling that something was wrong with my sister and when I flip back the covers, her hands and feet was swollen. I ran and got my mom to let her know something was wrong with my sister was she was a year behind me Come to find out she had lupus the next time my spirit is God and when I was 11 years old, I felt that I always been different and I feel like that I always been special. I could feel when I shook my stepdad‘s hand, when I first met him at 11 years old, I can feel like electric like you get in the clouds, the electrocuted it. I could feel it to his hands when I shook his hand that told me he wasn’t a good person, and when my mom asked me, should she marry him I said no you should marry him. He’s not a good person. I wanted to tell her, but she didn’t listen to me, and then I started feeling dad more often as I got older and the next time I experience God my sister, that was a year behind me I experience God again I had an open vision he drop down a casket from heaven and my sister was in it. She had a white waffle dress at the end of the dress. It was really nice and beautiful. She looked beautiful in the casket had a curl when they used to have crows back then in the 70s in the 80s, it was a wave nouveau and then a week later I had went to sleep and slept really peaceful and God woke me up to let me know my sister passed away, and my mom had came home, and then the next night the Lord moved on me again, and he told me to have my mom sleep with me so I did with the Lord wanted me to do I had to sleep in my waterbed, which was brand new and I told her to sleep on the other side towards the window and I had to sleep by the door so I spears got again. My door was open and my sister stepped in my room turn into an ice box. She looked is so beautiful she her hair was in the wave.  Nouveau looked nice and beautiful. She was dressed like in the disciple days the old disciple days, like God, was white with the sandals with the feet in it hood rope tied to the side in a special night the it was brown and she told me to tell mom that everything will be OK and I could pick up on people like a hug him touch him touch a picture I could pick up on him and if God I always have been with me and I’ve been in church since a l1. little girl.